endings – jennanicoleco

Every lover was a different song

On expansion

Love is re-birth

stranded out at sea

nobody sees

there’s no safe haven anymore

no one to pull me up to shore

no life jacket to float

no oxygen mask while I choke

no one to run to with open arms

and no where to run to anymore

I reach out but no one sees me

and all I see is myself

all writing these poems about you ever did was keep us alive when we should’ve been dead.

Your words always left a bad taste in my mouth;

I knew they’d gone bad before they came out

“friends don’t kiss” , you said while you’re leaving

well, friends don’t fuck either and who do we think we are kidding?

Maybe our delusions and toxic traits just matched up perfectly; just blame it on chemistry ‘

the narcissist and the codependent – fitting together like each others missing puzzle piece, how sweet.

Don’t be surprised when you see me rise

From the destruction you caused

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I’ve been dying and coming alive my entire life

Did you really think you were the one who’d be my demise?

SHADOW|WORK