Why do you need a reason to exist?
I just feel like there’s gotta’ be more than this.
Why can’t you just be happy with where you are?
I just want more. I always want more.
You need to learn to be grateful.
Well, being grateful never seems to get me very far, and I turn into such a bore. Some lazy slump. Who doesn’t have ambitions anymore?
You need to learn how to balance.
Shouldn’t I just learn how to enjoy it all? Enjoy the process? Enjoy when I’m a bore? Or a lazy slump. Or enjoy when I’m so ambitious and so caught up? In the frivolous things that, really, don’t have any meaning but are so sticky and easy to get stuck in? I mean there is no point and isn’t that the point?
You’re always caught in this circle.
Or maybe I’m just riding the waves.