i guess i blame myself
for never being myself
the one you would’ve loved, if you’d have gotten the chance to know
the one i never let show
you helped me feel though
i was numb for so long, you came along
even now i have trouble saying how i really feel or expressing myself completely
my love for you changed me
and you would never know, all the things i was feeling for you behind the blank eyes and closed lips, the amount of love for you that exists
if i had been free, been silly, been me….
would things have winded up differently?
you said you loved me, i think that you did, you loved what little part of me i was able to show
i wish you had waited or wanted more, i wish you had waited for me to show more,
if it was right…. i would’ve opened up right?